Tossing and Turning....

God, I hate this....


I'm so sick of never being able to sleep through the night.

My "sleep schedule" is almost non existent. Hell, I had a better one when I was in the Army for Christ sakes. The last time I slept for 8 solid hours was years ago.

I think that it's all the shift work I'm forced to work due to my job. It has started to take it's toll on me. I simply can't sleep on a normal schedule , it is physically impossible.

I know, poor me, right.?

It just sucks more than you can imagine to wake up out of a dead sleep you started only a few hours before and be completely wide awake. Its almost like my body is in sleep "starvation" mode. Meaning that when it gets a chance to sleep I'm basically comatose for 2-4 hours and then wide awake

It affects a lot of things in my life. On my days off I have become a zombie that only sleeps, eats, and waits for the weekend to be over. During the week I might as well be a power napper.

Sorry for the bitch fest, I'm just feeling pretty strung out these days..

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