Thoughts..

It's been a while..

A mild depression, and a lack of stimulation I guess.

I'm just not too sure where my life is going. Granted, I'm progressing in regards to my education, etc, etc. But I'm really starting to wonder what the end goal is before the big end. After all, its all folly.

I'm becoming beautiful on the inside while ugly on the outside. The ultimate paradox. It figures it would be this way.... God's big joke I guess. I wish I knew.

Be back soon...

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Lakota said…
i'm sorry to hear you're feeling down. Hang in there Windy. I promise if you do it will be worth it because life shift on us and changes direction when you least expect it. And surprisingly enough to those who have taken hit after hit - the direction can be a good one. you just have to hang in there and know its coming.
7:00 PM
Windrider said…
Thanks Kota.

I'm actually doing quite well. I went through a period of feeling very down and it made me think for a while.

I started to ponder my life, why I live it the way I do, and what it all means in the end.

Hell, I guess its because I'll turn 40 in a couple of weeks. Not sure...
11:36 PM
Lakota said…
Self evaluation isn't a bad thing as long as you remember w'ere always much harder and more critical of our selves than others are or in most cases is deserved.

Happy early birthday sugah - 40 is still young. don't argue. yes it is. :D
12:14 PM
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